Sabtu, 30 Juni 2018


(playing >> Daniel Caesar - Loose)

have you ever been thinking of a song and then it turns out every words on it describe everything? i know it's cliche, but that's what frequently happens in my life. usually the songs will popped out when i woke up in the morning, and i start to stare blankly to think about everything. 2018 has been a thoughtful year for me. i'm being someone that i couldn't ever think about. it's totally different me, (in a good way, i guess) like i never think twice on everything i do. i never see bad things on every decision i make, because i always tell myself i only live once. but now, everything change. i always being a skeptic one, always drown on my mind for every possible things will happen later. it stressed me out with every thought i have. i'd rather be alone in my room, than i have to go out (most of the times, but sometimes i still hangout with my friends because i love them!) but that's okay, because this is how i live now. and i'm still happy. yes i do, i still have those sillyness with me and i will always be the one who put a smile in everything. so bear with me, the new me.

i'm not a big fan of beach, but i still in love with the waves sound. it always calm me. i love to see how to the tide will come and go, i love how beautiful the sky is. it heals me sometimes, when i have a lot things on my mind, i need some time alone maybe i will be on the beach to see how beautiful is my surroundings.

handmade crochet market bag by me! 

Sanur, May 2018

Minggu, 17 Juni 2018


after the whole time i couldn't enter my blog, FINALLY THE DAY HAS ARRIVED! HAHAHA
few past month i used my brain work as hard as i could be to think about my password, and always got the wrong one (I'm such a mess, i know) but here i am again! trying to start everything again. i promise i will post everything more often here. so please bear with me, because I HAVE A LOT THINGS TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS~!

Selasa, 29 November 2016

Pastely Pink!

Hi! it's been a really long time since i have never post about my mix n match looks!
so here it is!

Pastel color has really trending right now, everything are in pastel mood. same as what i want to share with you!
for me, pastel color already got my heart since long time ago, but I wasn't often to wear anything pastel for my daily occasion, because i have my comfort zone with anything in dark color. but day by day, I have changed. i started to love something with pastel color. whether it's an outfits, building on pinterest or even quotes that have a pastel background on it (ha ha ha!)

casual comfy looks! 
i love to wear something comfy for my daily activities.
so here it is, i wear my pastel bottoms with DIY cut crop sweater
and i ready to go!

layering are so hype right now!
i love to wear something different but it's still look not-too-much to wear for daily.
this is Tsu Top from my own clothing line. and i put grey sweater inside for complete my layer outfits!
and sorry for my grumpy expression, because the sun is too hot to handle!

never go wrong with white shirt.
but white shirt are just too basic (but it's still good tho)
layering white shirt with oversized tank top
pair with neckerchief and hats, voila!

this is my styling tips for pastel color.
never afraid to wear anything you like. because after all, 
wear something that makes you comfort, then confident will come along.
see you!

Selasa, 15 November 2016


it's been a while.
2016 had me going ups and downs, but i know all the things happened never left me without lesson. i could learn something new, and always remember to be thankful about everything.
so, if you guys don't know about me, few months ago i did work for a local (clothing) brand in Bali. ugh 24hrs is not enough for 1 day. because not only for the local brand but also my own brand, and my uni lyfff. but nothing lasts forever. and i know sometimes everything won't going the way that we want.

lesson learnt! one lesson i've learn that i have to be more careful to choose some people to work with,  because we never know the one who just take an advantage of you and then leave. it's just sad, i used to trust everyone, i never had negative thought about people. i know there's always a good thing in people but not everyone has a good attitude at work. it's sad and it's hurt me a lot. i got disappointed. i was really down at that time. it's breaking me so hard. it's all about minor issues that's not that big thing to worried. i don't know what kind of "effective", because i did work my ass off. i really really responsible with my job desk, and i really really took everything seriously about my work. but at the end, i didn't get any good word but only "not good" comment about my work. like seriously? i used my weekdays time (11am-5pm) for did my work for those local brand, but it's not enough. it's always never enough they said. yea hooman never get satisfied, right? i was really tired for did everything with all of my heart, and i got nothing but disappointment. it made me sad, pissed off, stuck, everything, bad things. why does people just appreciate things? like this little thing, just show it with good word, it's not because of the money. i never really thought about it, i don't want to be naive, i need money, money for my life, needs, everything. but the main thing about all the thing that i wanna say just take a bit appreciation about others work. you never know the struggle with a lack of time. so, respect it. it's just made me enough. I'm done.

but, it's already done. I'm letting go the bad vibes, and now start to the new chapter of my life. i know everything happened for a reason, and i accepted the lesson. there is no rainbow without rain. it's not the end of the world for Nana.