have you ever been thinking of a song and then it turns out every words on it describe everything? i know it's cliche, but that's what frequently happens in my life. usually the songs will popped out when i woke up in the morning, and i start to stare blankly to think about everything. 2018 has been a thoughtful year for me. i'm being someone that i couldn't ever think about. it's totally different me, (in a good way, i guess) like i never think twice on everything i do. i never see bad things on every decision i make, because i always tell myself i only live once. but now, everything change. i always being a skeptic one, always drown on my mind for every possible things will happen later. it stressed me out with every thought i have. i'd rather be alone in my room, than i have to go out (most of the times, but sometimes i still hangout with my friends because i love them!) but that's okay, because this is how i live now. and i'm still happy. yes i do, i still have those sillyness with me and i will always be the one who put a smile in everything. so bear with me, the new me.
i'm not a big fan of beach, but i still in love with the waves sound. it always calm me. i love to see how to the tide will come and go, i love how beautiful the sky is. it heals me sometimes, when i have a lot things on my mind, i need some time alone maybe i will be on the beach to see how beautiful is my surroundings.
|handmade crochet market bag by me!|
|Sanur, May 2018|